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heartless

I open my eyes, already late.

I gotta go, I have a quarter of an hour to arrive at the airport and is the last and only time that I will have to fix things.

The trip is going slowly, of course, when you're late it seems that everyone do on purpose to help you get later and later.

The engine of the car crying for it is exploiting and putting pressure on, 'Help me, please, you're the only certainty I have in this adventure'. It is not the truth, I would have millions of certainty and belief, all about you, but I can not think about it as I'm tense.

Finally, I arrive.

Malpensa Airport, Terminal two, the desert, there are those who work and work hard without thinking of the problems I have, then the problems are just for me, stupid.

A group of three women, she is.

In its simplicity, that for two years kept me company, it's perfect, I am forget about your problems, thoughts, concerns and basically makes me forget Lei

M'intravede, his gaze turns to stone, stone would make me even if I only had the courage to keep their eyes glued on him.

Face to face, time dies, runs as slow as when I waited before going out and he was never ready.

'Hello ..'

'Hello'.

'I know I'm the last person you'd like to see, I knew I'd be playing and I regret ever let you get away with this situation to the point of absurdity!'

'Sì.'

'Abbiamo sbagliato tutto, dall'inizio, siamo stati troppo in tutto, avessimo avuto un po' di pazienza e fiducia insieme domani festeggeremmo due anni ed otto mesi'

'Non è solo questo..'

'Lo so, sono stato una merda ed infatti sono qui a chiederti scusa, a gettare le basi per qualcosa che, se vorrai, costruiremo quando sarai di ritorno'

'Finito?'

'Sinceramente no. Non ho mai smesso di amarti, coi tuoi pregi ed i tuoi difetti che mi mancano così tanto. Ti ho lasciata sola per sette mesi perché non riuscivo più a not be happy with you and I would not have given what you wanted. I would feel dead inside '.

'...'

His eyes light up, they seem to shine its light, as if they were only two, certainly convey more heat than the warm sun of a September morning.

His mouth, fleshy and bitten by the nervous, back in the position to which every man would die.

smiles as her eyes fill with tears and joy in equal measure, but the impression is that joy is a clear advantage.

He leans forward and also do his lips, he wants to kiss, but suddenly stops to stare at, removing fears, anxieties and thoughts that I have pinned my heart for months.

The kiss and the embrace of life's most wanted everyone to materialize the same time.

Destiny?

Luck?

Randomness?

It 's always you to monopolize my life mean something!

'I'm seven months to wait for you, this delay can pay my dear ..'

'Lo pagherò, tranquilla! Adesso abbiamo sei mesi per decidere come..'

'Sei mesi?!'

'Eh..'

'Non sono io a partire ma la mia amica. Io sono partita sette mesi fa e tornata oggi, adesso mi riporti a Casa, con te'.

Peccato essermi svegliato così tardi, avrei preferito interromperlo prima.